change or no change...
being so honset with ur self and with ppl and having so true feelings,makes u missunderstood,why?i just have no answer for that.its like that u have a daimon and u the only one who know that's treasure and all ppl think that its not true,some times i hate that good feelings i have toward ppl.couse always iam the one who blamed for that.ooooooooo how i hate this!i really love all near ppl to me.i can deal with anyone i dont love, but i always get hurt from the nearst one and i get hurt so deep so deep,but inspite of that i go on in our relation,but with broken heart.its like rain said to break some one's heart easier than take care of him.i just reach to the edge of removing all these feelings inside and make it very normal feeling toward ppl.but if i did that will i be satisfied?
posted by tota @ 10:56 AM
1 Comments:
I really understand what u mean..u know , sometimes i hate my loyalty towards others...i make big deal of friendship and supporting and being there for those u care about , although they sometimes don't appreciate it , but u can't help urself , u just do what u feel is right and act upon ur beliefs.
But all i know is one good turn deserves another , just wait in time , u'll gain the energies u spread, they'll never be wasted..they might come to u again thru other ppl or things..but they'll sure come.
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