when....then....
when you see the truth of some body and things change & feel that all things will never come back to the right way again,by another word when something broke you cant fix it ,even if you try and sucess it will be cracked.when you see the black area and insist on going through it .when you feel Suffocating all the time, when you feel that all your feelings throw in the groung ,when you feel that u give all the time and nothing back.when you feel you lose how to talk and speak you just feel and feel alone just alone.when you ask your self question why you always depressed and talk in pessimistic way.when you feel better by all those feelings and decide to stand & think what you have done to your self?! Is it worth or not?! & finaly you cant answer to your self then ..............................i think you know the answer but you fool your self.
Allah ya Allah
so many questions are going in my head, and i have no answer for them!!! why ,how,when?!!!!
but there is something i discover and it was so clear, even its so painful feelings and when u see the truth,when u see the light ,when feel the bleeding of ur heart and cant do nothing.and no one can move to stop that bleeding.even of all that i am sure that Allah will be with me and give me the power and the patient to walk in the right way.i will stand alone again as always do ,it will take time , iknow,and may long time to be as i should to be,but also iam sure that Allah never leave his slaves alone .i know that Allah make the right thing and sure the human always dont know and dont like the right thing.
all i know say to anyone dont be weak and dont give up and when u sy word do it even u will lose everything,be strong to do what you really wanna do. i think that's life want us to be in another word Allah want us to be strong and weak with Allah,to always think that Allah can do anything and everything in anytime he want.,we must be strong in life but also so weak with Allah.
Allah you are the greatest and Alim
when i get over you
one day i will get over it and be a strong one and all that weakness will be gone and nothing will stand in my road i will run till i reach the end of that world ,with no fear and no how,one day i will samsh all things and be the spuer human who can do everything.i will take all those feelings off,and wear the courage wear,to tell every one the truth of him\her by his\her face.iwill be good person,iwill be kind one,iwill natural humanbeing,i will be almost perfect,and thats all will happen when i get over you.
btmon
معزور لو جن القلب معزور بعيون عم تغزل حلا معزورمين اللى ما بيحبك يا ويلى من قلبك مغرور قلبك يا حلو مغرور
idont care anymore
u are good for them,& they are good for u.
both desrev each other. thats what i discover
u made &make me feel......
u made me feel better
u made me feel happy
u made me feel like a princess
u made me feel love
u made me feel peace
u made me feel scure
u made me feel my self
u made me learn how to love
u made me learn how to breath
u made me see the world by your eyes
u made me see how pretty the sharing is
u made me feel....
&
u make me feel lonely
u make me feel ugly
u make me feel blind
u make me feel unscure
u make me feel crying like never before
u make me feel nothing
u make me feel look to ur eyes and see blank
u make me see u in real
u make me see how hard to love someone
u make me see how men are
u make me dry and hard inside
u make my heart bleeding till
have no blode to bleed
u make me feel nothing
u make me feel.......
inspite of all that i still love u as never before,and cant imagin myself without u,but i getting believe that love isnt enough to survive.
Good Bye
inspite i am so happy for u,but there is feeling inside me i cant express may be i will miss u so much and much feeling of needing,to be needed.there are so much feelings cant sperate from eachother,iwas so so important to someone and was the world to,but no i feel thats all taken from me,its the right thing and its normal thing to happend but to lose this power and secure ,the thing is if the time turn back and some things changed would i b happy??dont know the feelings i felt with u,its so different from anything i taste ,pure friendship ,pure needing,pure everything.and i love purees.i love the white color ,pure,quite& even when u put black on it it turns to b gray not black.i pray from my deepest heart to b happy and live very appy life.and forget about me&release me.
