Friday, May 12, 2006

change or no change...

being so honset with ur self and with ppl and having so true feelings,makes u missunderstood,why?i just have no answer for that.its like that u have a daimon and u the only one who know that's treasure and all ppl think that its not true,some times i hate that good feelings i have toward ppl.couse always iam the one who blamed for that.ooooooooo how i hate this!i really love all near ppl to me.i can deal with anyone i dont love, but i always get hurt from the nearst one and i get hurt so deep so deep,but inspite of that i go on in our relation,but with broken heart.its like rain said to break some one's heart easier than take care of him.i just reach to the edge of removing all these feelings inside and make it very normal feeling toward ppl.but if i did that will i be satisfied?