begining from the start
for the first time in my life feel that i need to someone,i have never felt that before.to be needed i feel it alot but to feel need its new for me,even if i want something from some one i never ask,now iam learning how to ask if i need something,i didnt know that feel so good ,its great ,realy.to need some one and this one be here for u always for u,thx allah about that feel ,this case whish iam being through it tought me to feel need to allah,ofcaurse we all need to allah but i have some problems to ask what i wanna even with allahits stang thing iknow but realy thats whati discover ,being so honset in asking,being asking to allah even these prayer accepted or not u already know that for the day u need these prayer, oh allaaaaaaaaaaaaah.MY DEAR ALLAH,UR MERCY OVER EVERY THING IN WORLD.realy from no from few mintues i couldnt figur out why these all happend to me ,why my prayers not b accepted?!!but once i wrote that statment i have so much peace inside ven my prayers not be accepted now and even my efforts that i didnt gained from it ,i am sure that allah save these things for the day i need,oh my dear allah how i proud that u r my lord and iam ur slave.
