Sunday, July 17, 2005

rabna yastor

the same worried about result every year i get sick of that,i hope this year get some good result to feel some payback or some satsfied to can go on in my life,to back my self confidance coz its gone and i cant get it back again,unless today i have a test application and have a good result its not good realy but i get happy when i knew it and wished the result of collage be the same ,i wish to be unexpected for me in good way tab3n:),inspite i have huge worry but something inside tells me it wil be ok esa.i beleive in allah.i tried to do my best and i know that allah wont waste my efforts.anyway and wanyhow thx allah for every thing.

Saturday, July 16, 2005

ppl as i saw in my life

its weird when u find huge feelings inside some one and its very complicated and once he or she let it out he find it so easy and he will find the solution by himself,the wierd thing that the human bening some of them complicate something seems to be so easy and it can be just like that,but life doesnt mean that much to someother,they dont care about life and go and come and dont think even in there selfs and as i think both wrong .i think thats life doesnt so much hard but not so easy,but it deserve to stand from while to another and think where am i ? and where iwill go?quastions like this,some other ppl put their selfs behind apholaz wall dont wanna anything go inside and nothing go out unless they think and think and more think and how will it be and how will look like,thats so much hard and unhumaned coz ithink the one must be effect in ppl and affect from them and get hurt ,hurt someone and apologiz and so on,learn from this and that ,simply leave ur self to life to learn u the experiances to get more wise,thats life as i think.ans someothers dont know whats they want in life.they hopless ppl,live their self without any thoughts or aims just wanna somethings in life and then the life will stop in that point.how poor ppl.coz their r so many many things to do in this life and can take from it .i think i say every thing i saw in ppl i knew and i just wanted to say it in words to arrang them in mind and show how ppl look like in the my point of view.

Monday, July 11, 2005

thx for someone

realy wanna thank some one for being so close to me not in life but to my heart by understanding me for all the time,realy icant thank enough but all i can say that this person stood by me and realy make me feel ,yes make me feel ,feeling of being humman again feeling that there is someone in this life realy care for me and all happnies in world means that i happy this means of happnies for him,all i wanna say that i do love this person so much ,ilove as never before ,realy i dont know why i wrote that insipte i know all ppl may read it but may be i wanna all ppl know iam in love with an angle.pray 4 me;)